hesitation

all we do is choose, i guess that's why i like the concept of life and death so much, we choose to live, and when we are tired of living we choose to die, thats all, simple, pacific and beautiful. the only worse than a bad choise is not being able to choose: indecision, hesitation. i'd prefer to die because of a bad choise than to die drowning in confusion in hesitation. i personally think (sometimes, i oftenly change my mind) that bad choises just don't exist, it all depends on your capablity of adaptation. grr i'm fighting against myself again so i'll stop here. it is so hard to live with myself.