have you ever felt like the world, or should i say your world? looks colorless and idk, i dont really have a word to explain it, whatever. or have you ever woken up hoping, waiting for a perfect dawn but when the moment comes you notice the sun has already risen in the sky, you were just late and you feel all screwed and angry in some way? if you have, then you feel exactly like me today, just today. i'm not saying i'm depressed, no, i actually never get depressed (or at least thats what i think, because there are certain facts that prove that i do, whatever thats not the point). what i am is stressed as hell and i don't even know why. the world seems pretty pale gray for me right now and i can't say that it sucks, in fact, i kind of like it... sometimes. idk i think that if i go on i'll start contradicting myself and i don't want to make you bored so i guess i'll stop here, have a nice day whores :)
oh! and if you guessed that that's my bed, you guessed right and if you guessed that i have no curtains, you guessed right too! :D
If you feel discouragedThat there's a lack of color herePlease don't worry loverIt's really bursting at the seemsAbsorbing everythingThe spectrum's a to z
Yes, I have.
ReplyDeleteAnd certainly right now my life isn't as colorful as you might think I watch it. You see me all doped, laughing out and around but that's because out there, there are some stuff I don't even want to think about, that's why I am laughing all the time because of nonsense things, sometimes I laugh because I feel like laughing but... I think you should know, better than anyone else.
My ribs hurt like hell, man.
And I love you, that's why I am still alive.
with or about me?
ReplyDeleteanyways, I gotta be proud or something that you smile or something with me.
sorry if i sometimes act like i was your mom (or even worst)
i just care about you